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Sunday, January 06, 2008
/ 12:47 AM

I just LOVE the movie "Stuck On You"! I'm so glad I caught the movie, and it was on Channel 5 too. It's unusual, I'm rarely so full of praises for something Channel 5 chooses to show. Haha!

"Stuck On You" is a comedy about two enjoined twins, and it's funny and sweet at the same time. I haven't enjoyed watching a movie so much for quite a long while now! I love such a movie, one that can make me laugh out loud and also cry a little. Matt Damon and Greg Kinnear star as the twin brothers. They're real cute in this movie! The twin brothers are full of life, humorous and thus the film is just charming. It's their happy go lucky kind of character that is charming, coz they don't get beaten by just anything.

I believe this movie is a pretty old one, as it's a movie with a lot of 'heart', so to speak. Oh no, I just checked. It's a 2003 film. XP Still. Movies with a 'heart', you don't really find easily in present Hollywood. Something like "Stuck On You" makes me wanna aim for Hollywood (and you go 'psssssh'), but it's only because such a film seems worthwhile to work on. I don't even need to make a name for myself or anything. I just want to do some decent, worthwhile work. =)

Hollywood right now is probably quite screwed (lol), BUT it will still be a place one has to check out. You just can't ignore Hollywood when you're talking movies. Maybe independent films are the way to go. Oh, I don't know.

Tomorrow I'm gonna catch "Across The Universe"! :D The trailer looks fantastic, and the music sounds great. Okay.. I think I'm sounding 'rah-rah' here. With me going 'fantastic', 'great' and all. Makes me sound like an American. Hehe.. But what a friend said sounds very true. I guess it can be considered that Americans are so called rah-rah. They're all smiles 24-7. They seem to want to be everything to everyone else. Whereas Europeans keep to themselves more? They would prefer to be cool about things, be classy. But let's revert back. I'm having to learn that the talkative, smiley way is the way to function when working with other people. But don't worry about me taking on a facade yet, because this is not just about pushing oneself to learn the ways of the world out there. This could be a way of life for me to choose too.

I think I should try to boost my confidence within, or inner beauty (oh well, just let this pass now, these mushy sayings. Haha I'm in a mood to let the thoughts just fly out now) shine as much as possible, and on the other hand, shut up when I ought to. Lol. I would like to show myself as an amiable and fun person sometimes, without hyping it up or just clowning around? The latter is not how I want it be.

In this period of time, I have been using my time for doing so little. And that has gotten me down. But I just try to get myself up again, and I hope I can permanently ingrain in myself that I can count on myself to make my life great.

Hmm.. I don't know why there's the need to be perceived as fun by every other person.. How could someone be everything to everyone else?? But that seems to be the standard to aim for in some social contexts.. But that will hollow you out.. Lose yourself.. Haha well sorry. It's just that this term is in the lyrics of a lot of the songs I'm listening to. And I listen to quite a wide range. So I also know this kind of thing is prevalent.

Maybe you'll have to lose yourself. Then build up another new self. Then get comfortable with that new self as time passes, and hopefully find some real satisfaction at some point along the way.

But I too feel like I wanna have fun! Hey, I'd been a person known for being cooped up at home, hell yes, I -should- want to have fun now! But I don't know man.. The ideas of fun here.. Let's just ask ourselves, are we really having fun.

My idea of fun and laughter may be perceived as being from another planet...

Wishing you a Happy New Year! Have a nice year :0)


/ believe in wonderland,
with you in my mind
it's not that hard to believe
i'm in wonderland
and that's where I am
only a place to where we know
and never escape into reality
plunge into a fantasy

just about my love



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