/ 5:28 PM

Still having the same problem during exam sia.. Lack of time.. Juz like today Mrs Wee came and told me, "Lyvia! Why you didn't finish your essay! It was good you know! More so you should have finished it, score higher.." Hai.. I think I am able to give quite solid answers sometimes despite not writing very much? My paragraphs have some pretty good answers compacted together.. And I have been trying for a pretty long while to work on the speed part.. But econs is no joke, 45 min for 2 parts in a qtn.. This juz reflects Singapore's way of life exactly.. Fast paced society.. Cannot afford to slow down and think more deeply..=.= But I juz gotta fix this problem of mine sia.. May God help me..=/

Sigh.. Not sure at all abt having any great improvements in results for the prelims.. But we should think like so, "I don't care what results prove, I'm a genius!" Lolz.. We all are geniuses in our own special ways really.. One can have a lot of knowledge in the area one has an interest in..

So little time left.. Everyday I am sian.. Everyday I complain about this kind of education MOE provides, and talk about assassinating the education minister.. Haha.. Sometimes I see the point of such an education, but most of the time I don't.. The moods and viewpoints do fluctuate.. So despite being sian, I will normally brace myself and get back into a positive mood.. To feel good or depressed is a choice one can make.. As the Wu Yue Tian song goes, "Jiu suan shi zhen ge shi jie bao wo pao qi, dan zhi sao kuai le sang xin wo zi ji jue ding" or translated as "Even if the whole world should forsake me, at least I can decide if I want to be happy or sad".. Wu Yue Tian songs have the best lyrics around.. So since there's so little time left.. Dun play so much it's also fine I guess.. Gotta do it! After that would be party time.. But not for now.. If this is neccessary.. Be sian, be very sian. Ahaha.. Put more time into studying lo.. I hope I'll be able to.. Though discipline can be the hardest thing..

I have thought of how when I study, it's like a circumstance whereby my lifeline just drops to become flat like in operation room dramas.. Lol.. Can make it into a scene whereby a student is seen studying and then slowly dozing off.. Matched with intercepting scenes of the lifeline becoming flat.. Then when the student's head falls flat onto the table, can show the lifeline being flat already with the loud beep as though the student died.. Ahaha.. It'll be interesting to make a short video clip on the mundanities of life as a student and turn it into a parody! Hehehe.. And I know just the right song.. It would be Simple Plan's "Crazy".. Lol! And I'm indeed crazy, tmr got SEA History paper and I've not studied for the whole afternoon.. But I did study over the one week hols, the problem is whether I recall it at all =/

And are you enjoying Jay's song?! Lol.. I'll be streaming more of his new songs.. Lucky you :P

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 5:28 PM

Still having the same problem during exam sia.. Lack of time.. Juz like today Mrs Wee came and told me, "Lyvia! Why you didn't finish your essay! It was good you know! More so you should have finished it, score higher.." Hai.. I think I am able to give quite solid answers sometimes despite not writing very much? My paragraphs have some pretty good answers compacted together.. And I have been trying for a pretty long while to work on the speed part.. But econs is no joke, 45 min for 2 parts in a qtn.. This juz reflects Singapore's way of life exactly.. Fast paced society.. Cannot afford to slow down and think more deeply..=.= But I juz gotta fix this problem of mine sia.. May God help me..=/

Sigh.. Not sure at all abt having any great improvements in results for the prelims.. But we should think like so, "I don't care what results prove, I'm a genius!" Lolz.. We all are geniuses in our own special ways really.. One can have a lot of knowledge in the area one has an interest in..

So little time left.. Everyday I am sian.. Everyday I complain about this kind of education MOE provides, and talk about assassinating the education minister.. Haha.. Sometimes I see the point of such an education, but most of the time I don't.. The moods and viewpoints do fluctuate.. So despite being sian, I will normally brace myself and get back into a positive mood.. To feel good or depressed is a choice one can make.. As the Wu Yue Tian song goes, "Jiu suan shi zhen ge shi jie bao wo pao qi, dan zhi sao kuai le sang xin wo zi ji jue ding" or translated as "Even if the whole world should forsake me, at least I can decide if I want to be happy or sad".. Wu Yue Tian songs have the best lyrics around.. So since there's so little time left.. Dun play so much it's also fine I guess.. Gotta do it! After that would be party time.. But not for now.. If this is neccessary.. Be sian, be very sian. Ahaha.. Put more time into studying lo.. I hope I'll be able to.. Though discipline can be the hardest thing..

I have thought of how when I study, it's like a circumstance whereby my lifeline just drops to become flat like in operation room dramas.. Lol.. Can make it into a scene whereby a student is seen studying and then slowly dozing off.. Matched with intercepting scenes of the lifeline becoming flat.. Then when the student's head falls flat onto the table, can show the lifeline being flat already with the loud beep as though the student died.. Ahaha.. It'll be interesting to make a short video clip on the mundanities of life as a student and turn it into a parody! Hehehe.. And I know just the right song.. It would be Simple Plan's "Crazy".. Lol! And I'm indeed crazy, tmr got SEA History paper and I've not studied for the whole afternoon.. But I did study over the one week hols, the problem is whether I recall it at all =/

And are you enjoying Jay's song?! Lol.. I'll be streaming more of his new songs.. Lucky you :P