/ 8:32 PM

The 'Ge Dou Tian Wang' show on Channel U is not too bad sia.. Haha.. Much better than 'Xi Jie Shao Nian'.. And when I had heard the ending theme song sung by 5566, I was reminded why I had been a fan of them before.. The song is being played now.. I find it pretty nice.. 5566's style is that they like to show themselves as tough guys.. Their taglines are always something along the line of "I won't give up!" or "I will win!" etc etc.. Lolx.. Like that then all their teenage female fans will think they're very manly mah..=P I had liked them before because I think this kind of style is kind of attractive.. Hehe.. I also like to attain toughness what.. 'Against All Adversity' that kind of image is actually pretty cool to me.. So perhaps I can come to conclude what kind of guy I might like already.. Someone who's tough on the outside, but soft on the inside.. Ahaha! Ermm.. Dun think of it any other way o.k.! =S Naw, I'm juz crapping kez.. I really wldn't know what kind of person I will like lah.. And enough of this already.. Wang Renfu looks quite good in the show.. Cool style.. He looks much better, having slimmed down.. Wei Ying Qi and Duan Yu Qiao are such cool names, and are cool characters too.. Hehez.. The effects during the fights are quite up to standard! I will look out for other shows by the same director..=] It'll be nice to act out fight sequences sia.. So exciting! But I dun think I'm that active, probably will only get a lot of 'orh chei' only.. Hehehe ^__^||

And on another thought I have which has completely no link with the above, I'm come to realize that the A lvls seems to not just test all the mostly useless things we have to study now.. The exam also tests our ability to persevere, our discipline, our responsibility to ourselves.. Obviously it seems like I'm thinking too much of coz.. But I have always been thinking, if most of the things we have to study now wld not have use in our daily lives, what other purpose cld they serve? Therefore since 1 or 2 mths back, I've been trying to do my work with the thinking that it's all for the purpose of training myself to use my own brain.. To get through life, a good mind is what we need.. Ok, I must sound crazy.. But the idea is there yeah? I just don't wholly think abt school life all the time.. I think abt what shld I do about the life that I'm living as a whole.. Learning on one's own initiative and interest is definitely better than what the system forces us to do.. So try lor.. Try to study with the thinking that I'm giving my mind good input.. Lol.. The things that I say..X) But since it's for my own benefit for present and for future, I'll be more willing to do it.. But the only thing that makes me resentful is the fact that once we do not make it for the A lvls, so many of our routes are cut off.. Sheesh.. There's only so much that an efficient and realistic country and govt will do to give second chances to people who fail.. Failure in the way Singapore's society sees it, that is.. Failing in one mere silly exam is not my idea of failure.. Life is so much more than that can.. Sigh..

Still, for now, as the song goes, I won't give up. . .

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 8:32 PM

The 'Ge Dou Tian Wang' show on Channel U is not too bad sia.. Haha.. Much better than 'Xi Jie Shao Nian'.. And when I had heard the ending theme song sung by 5566, I was reminded why I had been a fan of them before.. The song is being played now.. I find it pretty nice.. 5566's style is that they like to show themselves as tough guys.. Their taglines are always something along the line of "I won't give up!" or "I will win!" etc etc.. Lolx.. Like that then all their teenage female fans will think they're very manly mah..=P I had liked them before because I think this kind of style is kind of attractive.. Hehe.. I also like to attain toughness what.. 'Against All Adversity' that kind of image is actually pretty cool to me.. So perhaps I can come to conclude what kind of guy I might like already.. Someone who's tough on the outside, but soft on the inside.. Ahaha! Ermm.. Dun think of it any other way o.k.! =S Naw, I'm juz crapping kez.. I really wldn't know what kind of person I will like lah.. And enough of this already.. Wang Renfu looks quite good in the show.. Cool style.. He looks much better, having slimmed down.. Wei Ying Qi and Duan Yu Qiao are such cool names, and are cool characters too.. Hehez.. The effects during the fights are quite up to standard! I will look out for other shows by the same director..=] It'll be nice to act out fight sequences sia.. So exciting! But I dun think I'm that active, probably will only get a lot of 'orh chei' only.. Hehehe ^__^||

And on another thought I have which has completely no link with the above, I'm come to realize that the A lvls seems to not just test all the mostly useless things we have to study now.. The exam also tests our ability to persevere, our discipline, our responsibility to ourselves.. Obviously it seems like I'm thinking too much of coz.. But I have always been thinking, if most of the things we have to study now wld not have use in our daily lives, what other purpose cld they serve? Therefore since 1 or 2 mths back, I've been trying to do my work with the thinking that it's all for the purpose of training myself to use my own brain.. To get through life, a good mind is what we need.. Ok, I must sound crazy.. But the idea is there yeah? I just don't wholly think abt school life all the time.. I think abt what shld I do about the life that I'm living as a whole.. Learning on one's own initiative and interest is definitely better than what the system forces us to do.. So try lor.. Try to study with the thinking that I'm giving my mind good input.. Lol.. The things that I say..X) But since it's for my own benefit for present and for future, I'll be more willing to do it.. But the only thing that makes me resentful is the fact that once we do not make it for the A lvls, so many of our routes are cut off.. Sheesh.. There's only so much that an efficient and realistic country and govt will do to give second chances to people who fail.. Failure in the way Singapore's society sees it, that is.. Failing in one mere silly exam is not my idea of failure.. Life is so much more than that can.. Sigh..

Still, for now, as the song goes, I won't give up. . .