/ 8:58 PM

Gawsh.. Anyone watches the Kdrama "Rival" on tv on saturdays?? I'm SO LUVIN' IT! Hehehe.. It's juz that I like this male character in the show, and he's a gangster.. But he doesn't mean to be a hooligan, but rather life circumstances fr young forced him to join a gang.. Oh man, the producers of the show sure know how to make girls' heart bleed for him man! It's like he loves this girl, and makes lots of sacrifices for her in the show, gets beaten up due to wanting to protect her and blah blah.. Cliche huh? But now I think some cliche story plots still work in breaking viewers' hearts!! Coz it has that effect on me..(*_*) Heart wrenching..(T_T) Ahaha..

But of coz I wanna watch the character getting beaten up.. In fact most ppl do! If this one character is all well and healthy, nobody will give a shit abt such a character man.. Hahah.. It's when sth bad happens to characters that viewers pay attention what.. We all possibly hope for our fav characters to suffer a coma, or have that kind of heartbeat slowing down scene in operation theatres, then we feel a rush of emotions.. Otherwise drama wouldn't be called drama already.. Hehe.. So sometimes when I hear ppl around complain after the final episode of some show: "Why?! Why he/she die in the show?? SO SAD!", I feel slightly amused.. Why indeed.. It's bcoz producers know that's what viewers want! Hahaz.. Damn interesting irony ;P

Yet at the same time, not that the looks of this actor is not a contributing factor.. Judge for yourself from his picture below.. Haha.. Maybe he's not considered any handsome to you.. But to me, combine those looks with a character that silently suffers for a loved one, and a potential soft spot grows in me.. Lolz..

But seriously, putting aside this tendency of mine to go gaga over this male actor right, this gangster persona deserves sympathy as he wants to quit fighting, and yet it's the only path he can take.. Has the idea that life circumstances can be really controlling at times, no matter how hard we try.. Anyway, it's not a brainless idol drama lah.. Has a little substance.. Not a bad show =)

I want to create such on-screen characters of my own.. Hahah.. But how unreal.. Ppl may go crazy over tv idols coz of their on-screen personalities, but we may not care abt real ppl around us.. Quite funny right? But I'm not saying I support that at all..

Anyway I've wasted quite a lot time already.. On Saturdays, I watch the 2 solid hrs of the drama ok.. Dang, but I know I gotta have a limit.. It sucks to have to discipline myself again.. Sometimes it feels like I'm binding myself down, and I sooo hate that.. But that's the practical thing to do too.. Now when I study, I juz hope to be as willing as possible.. At least, I find myself liking Literature for its own sake nw.. I think it's the subject which allows the most freedom of thought and expression.. Now ain't that familiar? But I'm using this term now not in relation to the problem of what to tell others and what not to tell on our blogs.. I mostly mind my own business, as you can see from the crap I talk abt here regarding solely myself only.. I make use of my blog to communicate with myself somehow..^^ But of coz I dun mind sharing this.. We ought to mind our own business in our blogs, I think..>=)

Yet I dun agree to teachers reading our blogs.. Makes no sense.. Haven't any teacher read abt us complaining abt our poorly organized timetable then? Pls deal with such matters, and not anything else.. Bcoz what good will it do? If nothing good comes out of reading our blogs, I dun think teachers shld be reading students' blogs..

Uh huh. Now check out the main lead of "Rival" - Kim Jae Won!



Don't ask me why.. I'm into this actor now lah, that's all.. Ahaha.. I find that I actually have my own muses.. Buahaha :PP

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 8:58 PM

Gawsh.. Anyone watches the Kdrama "Rival" on tv on saturdays?? I'm SO LUVIN' IT! Hehehe.. It's juz that I like this male character in the show, and he's a gangster.. But he doesn't mean to be a hooligan, but rather life circumstances fr young forced him to join a gang.. Oh man, the producers of the show sure know how to make girls' heart bleed for him man! It's like he loves this girl, and makes lots of sacrifices for her in the show, gets beaten up due to wanting to protect her and blah blah.. Cliche huh? But now I think some cliche story plots still work in breaking viewers' hearts!! Coz it has that effect on me..(*_*) Heart wrenching..(T_T) Ahaha..

But of coz I wanna watch the character getting beaten up.. In fact most ppl do! If this one character is all well and healthy, nobody will give a shit abt such a character man.. Hahah.. It's when sth bad happens to characters that viewers pay attention what.. We all possibly hope for our fav characters to suffer a coma, or have that kind of heartbeat slowing down scene in operation theatres, then we feel a rush of emotions.. Otherwise drama wouldn't be called drama already.. Hehe.. So sometimes when I hear ppl around complain after the final episode of some show: "Why?! Why he/she die in the show?? SO SAD!", I feel slightly amused.. Why indeed.. It's bcoz producers know that's what viewers want! Hahaz.. Damn interesting irony ;P

Yet at the same time, not that the looks of this actor is not a contributing factor.. Judge for yourself from his picture below.. Haha.. Maybe he's not considered any handsome to you.. But to me, combine those looks with a character that silently suffers for a loved one, and a potential soft spot grows in me.. Lolz..

But seriously, putting aside this tendency of mine to go gaga over this male actor right, this gangster persona deserves sympathy as he wants to quit fighting, and yet it's the only path he can take.. Has the idea that life circumstances can be really controlling at times, no matter how hard we try.. Anyway, it's not a brainless idol drama lah.. Has a little substance.. Not a bad show =)

I want to create such on-screen characters of my own.. Hahah.. But how unreal.. Ppl may go crazy over tv idols coz of their on-screen personalities, but we may not care abt real ppl around us.. Quite funny right? But I'm not saying I support that at all..

Anyway I've wasted quite a lot time already.. On Saturdays, I watch the 2 solid hrs of the drama ok.. Dang, but I know I gotta have a limit.. It sucks to have to discipline myself again.. Sometimes it feels like I'm binding myself down, and I sooo hate that.. But that's the practical thing to do too.. Now when I study, I juz hope to be as willing as possible.. At least, I find myself liking Literature for its own sake nw.. I think it's the subject which allows the most freedom of thought and expression.. Now ain't that familiar? But I'm using this term now not in relation to the problem of what to tell others and what not to tell on our blogs.. I mostly mind my own business, as you can see from the crap I talk abt here regarding solely myself only.. I make use of my blog to communicate with myself somehow..^^ But of coz I dun mind sharing this.. We ought to mind our own business in our blogs, I think..>=)

Yet I dun agree to teachers reading our blogs.. Makes no sense.. Haven't any teacher read abt us complaining abt our poorly organized timetable then? Pls deal with such matters, and not anything else.. Bcoz what good will it do? If nothing good comes out of reading our blogs, I dun think teachers shld be reading students' blogs..

Uh huh. Now check out the main lead of "Rival" - Kim Jae Won!



Don't ask me why.. I'm into this actor now lah, that's all.. Ahaha.. I find that I actually have my own muses.. Buahaha :PP