/ 10:58 PM

My apologies coz this post is not gonna be v clear.. Gd friends of mine, sorry abt this post coz it will sound slightly irritated coz of e few particular ppl. But let me just say this:

Seems like you are aiming to keep this going, and continue in your own delusions. Well, get this straight. I dun give an inny-weeny damn that you're out of my life. I'm the one who decided to kick you out of my life in fact, and I have never thought it a wrong decision. You disgust me most of all bcoz you -think- you are a real good friend yourself.. Let everyone else find out for themselves what they will. Similarly I choose to believe what I will. And I have and will continue to learn to distinguish true friends from false ones. I now allow you to continue to kill more brain cells of yours(are there many?) to concoct up more of such stories.. And while you're doing that, I will juz be carrying on my life leisurely. So there.

Ok, I'm done! Sorry arh.. If this is irrelevant to you.. Will try not to make this a habit! =) But such things do happen, and I juz take it in my stride.. Kk go off liao.. Next time!

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 10:58 PM

My apologies coz this post is not gonna be v clear.. Gd friends of mine, sorry abt this post coz it will sound slightly irritated coz of e few particular ppl. But let me just say this:

Seems like you are aiming to keep this going, and continue in your own delusions. Well, get this straight. I dun give an inny-weeny damn that you're out of my life. I'm the one who decided to kick you out of my life in fact, and I have never thought it a wrong decision. You disgust me most of all bcoz you -think- you are a real good friend yourself.. Let everyone else find out for themselves what they will. Similarly I choose to believe what I will. And I have and will continue to learn to distinguish true friends from false ones. I now allow you to continue to kill more brain cells of yours(are there many?) to concoct up more of such stories.. And while you're doing that, I will juz be carrying on my life leisurely. So there.

Ok, I'm done! Sorry arh.. If this is irrelevant to you.. Will try not to make this a habit! =) But such things do happen, and I juz take it in my stride.. Kk go off liao.. Next time!