/ 10:33 PM

Ok.. A random urge has taken over me again.. I'm gonna write a short story! Hahaz~ This will be a romance story, and I think it'll end in a couple of chapters.. Juz feel like it.. Been some time I haven't written fanfiction.. Shall write this to satisfy e urge and then perhaps it'll be time for me to cut down on blogging okie? I shall cast Jay and Lara to be the main characters! They sang a duet together, and the song shld be playing nw.. For e female chr, I juz need to fit in a face and Lara's pretty so she'll do lar..^^ And as for casting Jay, there's no question abt it.. Haha so on with da story!
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-- Chapter 1 --

*{{ Lara's POV }}*

I woke up in total darkness.

Although I saw nothing before me, I could sense that I was indeed conscious.

Faint sounds in the distance reached my ears, and I asked myself the inevitable question:

Where was I?

As I felt around with my hands, all I could be sure of was that I was now lying on a bed. Yet other than that, I couldn't even recall how I had ended up here. And this fact was starting to scare me...

I pulled myself up into a sitting position and turned my head in different directions, trying to get my eyes to focus on something.

But nothing I did worked... The darkness remained and it was getting more foreboding every minute...

*{{ Jay's POV }}*

I walked up the hospital corridor, only to see through a gap made by the slightly ajar door, that she was crumpling the edges of the blanket spread over her legs, in tightened fists..

What should I do? My mind clouded with uncertainty, and I found that my eyebrows were knitted due to worry.

However, I did not ponder long because it soon became quite clear what I had to do, or instead what I was not willing to do. And that was to leave her on her own...

So my feet took me right up to the door of the hospital ward, and I pushed at it...

The girl in the ward turned somewhat in my direction, her straight shoulder-length hair swaying then lining her face neatly when she ceased to turn.

" Who's that? " She called out doubtfully, sounding afraid to find out as much as she did want to know. " But first.. Can you help me turn on the light please? "

I felt my heart sinking.. What was I to say..

The girl filled in the silence I was maintaining.. " Is something wrong? "

" ..I-I don't know how to put it.. " I said, softening my voice towards the end of my sentence. I hated not knowing how to phrase my words, like how I hated what she would soon have to find out..

" I'm sorry.. " Was all I could manage, in a pained tone.

The girl froze at my words. " What do you mean.. " She spoke with tortured disbelief.. " Are you saying.. The light is on? "

My inability to answer confirmed her fears, and she couldn't hold back any longer..

" THEN WHY CAN'T I SEE ANYTHING!!! "

She collasped into sobs, and all I could do then, was to take her hand and hold it, for as long as necessary..

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 10:33 PM

Ok.. A random urge has taken over me again.. I'm gonna write a short story! Hahaz~ This will be a romance story, and I think it'll end in a couple of chapters.. Juz feel like it.. Been some time I haven't written fanfiction.. Shall write this to satisfy e urge and then perhaps it'll be time for me to cut down on blogging okie? I shall cast Jay and Lara to be the main characters! They sang a duet together, and the song shld be playing nw.. For e female chr, I juz need to fit in a face and Lara's pretty so she'll do lar..^^ And as for casting Jay, there's no question abt it.. Haha so on with da story!
_______________________________________________________________

-- Chapter 1 --

*{{ Lara's POV }}*

I woke up in total darkness.

Although I saw nothing before me, I could sense that I was indeed conscious.

Faint sounds in the distance reached my ears, and I asked myself the inevitable question:

Where was I?

As I felt around with my hands, all I could be sure of was that I was now lying on a bed. Yet other than that, I couldn't even recall how I had ended up here. And this fact was starting to scare me...

I pulled myself up into a sitting position and turned my head in different directions, trying to get my eyes to focus on something.

But nothing I did worked... The darkness remained and it was getting more foreboding every minute...

*{{ Jay's POV }}*

I walked up the hospital corridor, only to see through a gap made by the slightly ajar door, that she was crumpling the edges of the blanket spread over her legs, in tightened fists..

What should I do? My mind clouded with uncertainty, and I found that my eyebrows were knitted due to worry.

However, I did not ponder long because it soon became quite clear what I had to do, or instead what I was not willing to do. And that was to leave her on her own...

So my feet took me right up to the door of the hospital ward, and I pushed at it...

The girl in the ward turned somewhat in my direction, her straight shoulder-length hair swaying then lining her face neatly when she ceased to turn.

" Who's that? " She called out doubtfully, sounding afraid to find out as much as she did want to know. " But first.. Can you help me turn on the light please? "

I felt my heart sinking.. What was I to say..

The girl filled in the silence I was maintaining.. " Is something wrong? "

" ..I-I don't know how to put it.. " I said, softening my voice towards the end of my sentence. I hated not knowing how to phrase my words, like how I hated what she would soon have to find out..

" I'm sorry.. " Was all I could manage, in a pained tone.

The girl froze at my words. " What do you mean.. " She spoke with tortured disbelief.. " Are you saying.. The light is on? "

My inability to answer confirmed her fears, and she couldn't hold back any longer..

" THEN WHY CAN'T I SEE ANYTHING!!! "

She collasped into sobs, and all I could do then, was to take her hand and hold it, for as long as necessary..