/ 10:01 PM

I cut my hair AGAIN! So soon cut again right.. But juz cut it shorter only, coz my previous hair length was requiring me to tie up my hair and I really din want to mah.. But my now short hair looks quite sucky leh.. Lol.. I am still 'pro-long-hair' but that is if I dun have to tie it up..^-^ Still, this new hairstyle has liberated me to a certain extent.. Now, when the wind blows, I feel my hair and my spirits flying with it.. Ahahaha! But quite true u noe.. Coz I have a lot less trouble with my hair now that it's layered.. Glad that the excess hair on my head were all taken away(that doesn't sound v nice does it=P).. More carefree ;D But then, this shorter hair is what I call a tomboy hairstyle.. Haiyax *shrugs*

And I recall wanting to freeze my blog.. But look what we have here.. An entry on a hair cut.. Hehe! Not only have I not frozen this blog, looks like I'm blogging abt insignificant things too..=P I worry.. I dun have the likes of a student taking the A levels at year end at all.. Juz hope I dun say it, and not work on it..

School has been 100% sian.. That's the norm isn't it? My gawd.. Are our years of youth meant to be spent like this?? Sitting on our chairs in our classroom, and working probably juz the hand muscles.. And not so willingly, the brain muscles.. I dun want that! What I want is to be out there, under the vast skies in a great big open area.. I guess I hate confinement.. I like to have big spaces around me, so I wun feel suffocated, so I feel that I have space to expand.. But of coz I dun mean, in size -muahahas- But what I was saying is that we're supposed to be young and full of energy, and yet we spend so many yrs in a classroom setting.. All the energy's wasted lar.. I disagree with our crap education system.. I dun approve of the MOE's policies and such either.. They implement new policies only to scrape them after a short period of testing.. I dunno many details but I juz simply think our education system requires us to absorb far too much knowledge which we can't picture how it'll be of any use to us later in life.. So the only part the knowledge wld ever play in our lives wld be when we had been torturously cramming e facts into our heads.. Whatever for? >=/

But ok.. I still know my duty.. I know I dun wanna let myself down, dun wanna let down those who are concerned abt me.. Still sleepy though, shall hafta see again how much studying I'll get done.. I can do it!

Watch out, world

*lolx*

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 10:01 PM

I cut my hair AGAIN! So soon cut again right.. But juz cut it shorter only, coz my previous hair length was requiring me to tie up my hair and I really din want to mah.. But my now short hair looks quite sucky leh.. Lol.. I am still 'pro-long-hair' but that is if I dun have to tie it up..^-^ Still, this new hairstyle has liberated me to a certain extent.. Now, when the wind blows, I feel my hair and my spirits flying with it.. Ahahaha! But quite true u noe.. Coz I have a lot less trouble with my hair now that it's layered.. Glad that the excess hair on my head were all taken away(that doesn't sound v nice does it=P).. More carefree ;D But then, this shorter hair is what I call a tomboy hairstyle.. Haiyax *shrugs*

And I recall wanting to freeze my blog.. But look what we have here.. An entry on a hair cut.. Hehe! Not only have I not frozen this blog, looks like I'm blogging abt insignificant things too..=P I worry.. I dun have the likes of a student taking the A levels at year end at all.. Juz hope I dun say it, and not work on it..

School has been 100% sian.. That's the norm isn't it? My gawd.. Are our years of youth meant to be spent like this?? Sitting on our chairs in our classroom, and working probably juz the hand muscles.. And not so willingly, the brain muscles.. I dun want that! What I want is to be out there, under the vast skies in a great big open area.. I guess I hate confinement.. I like to have big spaces around me, so I wun feel suffocated, so I feel that I have space to expand.. But of coz I dun mean, in size -muahahas- But what I was saying is that we're supposed to be young and full of energy, and yet we spend so many yrs in a classroom setting.. All the energy's wasted lar.. I disagree with our crap education system.. I dun approve of the MOE's policies and such either.. They implement new policies only to scrape them after a short period of testing.. I dunno many details but I juz simply think our education system requires us to absorb far too much knowledge which we can't picture how it'll be of any use to us later in life.. So the only part the knowledge wld ever play in our lives wld be when we had been torturously cramming e facts into our heads.. Whatever for? >=/

But ok.. I still know my duty.. I know I dun wanna let myself down, dun wanna let down those who are concerned abt me.. Still sleepy though, shall hafta see again how much studying I'll get done.. I can do it!

Watch out, world

*lolx*