/ 9:38 PM

Christmas is finally here!! I feel v happy whenever I hear christmas music playing.. Hehe.. As for short updates on myself, I've been working still and now there's 30 percent over selected items in Adidas.. Kiasuism in Singapore definitely still going strong.. For one thing, sometimes one product has new ones stuffed in it e.g. we may stuff new bags inside the same bag we put on display. Then there are customers who ask, "Free one arh?" =.=|| Doesn't mean put inside den the whole thing muz be for u right.. Hai.. And now that there's 30 percent off some items, suddenly the store is so often crowded.. And so- So full of Christmas Cheer! Lolz.. Yeah rightt :P

Today I also happened to be under attack.. An Attack of the Aunties that is.. Hahah.. Served two aunties who had a bunch of children with them(not too young kids, and not too old) and I was having an amused grimace on my face.. One of them pronounced Adidas as 'Ah-di-dah', which might as well have been 'Lah-di-dah'.. Hehehe! Evil me, say ppl like that.. But at least such ppl dun disrespect me.. Hmm today this post doesn't seem to hv a nice flow, but I'm stopping here coz din intend this post to be long also ^^

Now I have 2 nice eng songs to intro! The song that u shld be hearing nw is Sun Yan Zi's "Silent All These Years", but the original song wasn't sung by her.. I tried filling in lyrics again! Den made the lyrics seem like in story mode.. Coz gt instigated to do that by Simple Plan's song "Perfect".. Best best lyrics sia.. Links to the lyrics are below! As well as the lyrics I filled in for "Silent All These Years" for fun..=)

Lyrics for "Silent All These Years"
Lyrics for "Perfect"


Ever since young have I lived in your shadows
You've been watching me every way I go
I try hard but the little faults still bring displeasure to your eyes
That really hurt so

Your words come harder than sticks and stones
Any more than that and it will break my soul
Is it so hard for you to speak kinder words
I guess you won't know

Chorus
And it's been many years
Locked up in my world And I find noone enters
Maybe noone cares
And sometimes I think sometimes
You've said it all
So I've been here
Silent all these years

Then I found a job that paid three thousand five
Everyone else felt that was really good
But mother you still had that same old look
What have I done wrong

The other night I was laid on a white bed
They tried to pull a white sheet over my head
If only I knew how you had cried out and hollered my name
But I was gone

Chorus
And it's been many years
Locked up in my world And I find noone enters
Maybe noone cares
And sometimes I think sometimes
You've said it all
So I've been here
Silent all these...

Years went by I got tired of waiting for you to finally understand
Why couldn't you take me for who I am
With my funny hair
And some crazy ways

So that day when I went on a drive
I hadn't been looking where I drove
A single wrong turn
And I just went crashing crashing crashing

Chorus
It's been many years
Locked up in my world And I find noone enters
Maybe noone cares
And sometimes I think sometimes
You've said it all (x3)
Now I lay here
Silent all these years
Silent all these
Still silent all these years

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 9:38 PM

Christmas is finally here!! I feel v happy whenever I hear christmas music playing.. Hehe.. As for short updates on myself, I've been working still and now there's 30 percent over selected items in Adidas.. Kiasuism in Singapore definitely still going strong.. For one thing, sometimes one product has new ones stuffed in it e.g. we may stuff new bags inside the same bag we put on display. Then there are customers who ask, "Free one arh?" =.=|| Doesn't mean put inside den the whole thing muz be for u right.. Hai.. And now that there's 30 percent off some items, suddenly the store is so often crowded.. And so- So full of Christmas Cheer! Lolz.. Yeah rightt :P

Today I also happened to be under attack.. An Attack of the Aunties that is.. Hahah.. Served two aunties who had a bunch of children with them(not too young kids, and not too old) and I was having an amused grimace on my face.. One of them pronounced Adidas as 'Ah-di-dah', which might as well have been 'Lah-di-dah'.. Hehehe! Evil me, say ppl like that.. But at least such ppl dun disrespect me.. Hmm today this post doesn't seem to hv a nice flow, but I'm stopping here coz din intend this post to be long also ^^

Now I have 2 nice eng songs to intro! The song that u shld be hearing nw is Sun Yan Zi's "Silent All These Years", but the original song wasn't sung by her.. I tried filling in lyrics again! Den made the lyrics seem like in story mode.. Coz gt instigated to do that by Simple Plan's song "Perfect".. Best best lyrics sia.. Links to the lyrics are below! As well as the lyrics I filled in for "Silent All These Years" for fun..=)

Lyrics for "Silent All These Years"
Lyrics for "Perfect"


Ever since young have I lived in your shadows
You've been watching me every way I go
I try hard but the little faults still bring displeasure to your eyes
That really hurt so

Your words come harder than sticks and stones
Any more than that and it will break my soul
Is it so hard for you to speak kinder words
I guess you won't know

Chorus
And it's been many years
Locked up in my world And I find noone enters
Maybe noone cares
And sometimes I think sometimes
You've said it all
So I've been here
Silent all these years

Then I found a job that paid three thousand five
Everyone else felt that was really good
But mother you still had that same old look
What have I done wrong

The other night I was laid on a white bed
They tried to pull a white sheet over my head
If only I knew how you had cried out and hollered my name
But I was gone

Chorus
And it's been many years
Locked up in my world And I find noone enters
Maybe noone cares
And sometimes I think sometimes
You've said it all
So I've been here
Silent all these...

Years went by I got tired of waiting for you to finally understand
Why couldn't you take me for who I am
With my funny hair
And some crazy ways

So that day when I went on a drive
I hadn't been looking where I drove
A single wrong turn
And I just went crashing crashing crashing

Chorus
It's been many years
Locked up in my world And I find noone enters
Maybe noone cares
And sometimes I think sometimes
You've said it all (x3)
Now I lay here
Silent all these years
Silent all these
Still silent all these years