/ 9:58 PM

Tired.. Hungry.. But I still want to complain. Lolx.. Working is not easy.. In fact, I think I wld rather study..=0 So it's really true when they say "the easiest time in life is the period when you're still a student"? Hmm.. It can get really sian to work, you know.. Adidas may seem like a cool brandname to be working for, but working isn't fun.. You have to deserve the pay you get *sigh* But I'm not saying I want to be able to slack.. Working is quite tough to me mainly coz you're not your own free man. Hahah yeah! Where's the fun in having to serve others? And being under the charge of someone else? No way, I dun want all that.. Hehe.. Those customers I've served, if they're nice and friendly enough to even chat a little so I relieve a little boredom are absolutely fine. But meeting those who are arrogant or demanding(and most of the time, they're arrogant AND demanding) is sh*t.. They are not the ones giving me my pay, I'm there to be of -assistance- to them and not be their servant.. Terrible ppl! *makes a face*

So actually, working is really an experience.. I wish next time I won't have to be subordinate to anyone la.. Makes me feel as though I have no space to expand.. Working may make me study harder.. I'm not settling for any job that requires me to serve anyone for my whole lifetime.. That's a horror!

Also right, I realize how important it is to have guts and be outspoken these days.. If you're timid and softspoken, it'll be really very disadvantageous to you.. At my workplace, have to take the initiative to approach customers, even go up to the front sometimes and call out 'welcome!' or sth.. That's what my in-charge teaches me la.. But I see the circumstance before approaching some ppl mah.. Then a few times, my in-charge says I have to be more daring.. But it's not really the case k.. I dare to go up to ppl, but I also reflect whether it is true I'm not daring -enough- larh.. Then I'll have this 'internal struggle' within myself: "I'm not scared what! I'm scared meh? Hmm that person there.. Shld approach or not, shld approach or not.. Ok go! Just go!" Hahaha.. But I think I've actually startled some ppl when I approached them..XD

So I think, these days you have to be the 'on', enthusiastic type and be loudspoken.. Not like in past times, if a girl is gentle and softspoken, she makes an ideal wife or sth.. Nowadays, if a girl is softspoken, lose out already.. Unless it's a pretty girl I guess? Then being softspoken will make her appear demure.. Other than that, really disadvantageous lo.. Hai, the world demands so much of us now.. Dun u think? Studies, work or what not.. Yeah well that's all from me.. A whole lot of reflections from juz a part time job right? =P

Oh and, 'Kung Fu Hustle' is a lousy movie! Why did it win the Golden Horse award for best film, director and all those?! *sulks* It isn't good at all.. Congrats to Jay for having won the new performer award for 'Initial D'! That will shut all his critics up.. Are his acting skills that bad? I think in 'Initial D', it juz happens that his character is kind of like himself.. In a world of his own lo.. I wun know if his acting is bad or what unless they cast him in another movie soon =D

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 9:58 PM

Tired.. Hungry.. But I still want to complain. Lolx.. Working is not easy.. In fact, I think I wld rather study..=0 So it's really true when they say "the easiest time in life is the period when you're still a student"? Hmm.. It can get really sian to work, you know.. Adidas may seem like a cool brandname to be working for, but working isn't fun.. You have to deserve the pay you get *sigh* But I'm not saying I want to be able to slack.. Working is quite tough to me mainly coz you're not your own free man. Hahah yeah! Where's the fun in having to serve others? And being under the charge of someone else? No way, I dun want all that.. Hehe.. Those customers I've served, if they're nice and friendly enough to even chat a little so I relieve a little boredom are absolutely fine. But meeting those who are arrogant or demanding(and most of the time, they're arrogant AND demanding) is sh*t.. They are not the ones giving me my pay, I'm there to be of -assistance- to them and not be their servant.. Terrible ppl! *makes a face*

So actually, working is really an experience.. I wish next time I won't have to be subordinate to anyone la.. Makes me feel as though I have no space to expand.. Working may make me study harder.. I'm not settling for any job that requires me to serve anyone for my whole lifetime.. That's a horror!

Also right, I realize how important it is to have guts and be outspoken these days.. If you're timid and softspoken, it'll be really very disadvantageous to you.. At my workplace, have to take the initiative to approach customers, even go up to the front sometimes and call out 'welcome!' or sth.. That's what my in-charge teaches me la.. But I see the circumstance before approaching some ppl mah.. Then a few times, my in-charge says I have to be more daring.. But it's not really the case k.. I dare to go up to ppl, but I also reflect whether it is true I'm not daring -enough- larh.. Then I'll have this 'internal struggle' within myself: "I'm not scared what! I'm scared meh? Hmm that person there.. Shld approach or not, shld approach or not.. Ok go! Just go!" Hahaha.. But I think I've actually startled some ppl when I approached them..XD

So I think, these days you have to be the 'on', enthusiastic type and be loudspoken.. Not like in past times, if a girl is gentle and softspoken, she makes an ideal wife or sth.. Nowadays, if a girl is softspoken, lose out already.. Unless it's a pretty girl I guess? Then being softspoken will make her appear demure.. Other than that, really disadvantageous lo.. Hai, the world demands so much of us now.. Dun u think? Studies, work or what not.. Yeah well that's all from me.. A whole lot of reflections from juz a part time job right? =P

Oh and, 'Kung Fu Hustle' is a lousy movie! Why did it win the Golden Horse award for best film, director and all those?! *sulks* It isn't good at all.. Congrats to Jay for having won the new performer award for 'Initial D'! That will shut all his critics up.. Are his acting skills that bad? I think in 'Initial D', it juz happens that his character is kind of like himself.. In a world of his own lo.. I wun know if his acting is bad or what unless they cast him in another movie soon =D