/ 7:23 PM

Today did not turn out to be a real happy day for me too. Good friends are leaving the school, so the relief of having been promoted was shadowed over by a feeling of gloom becoz of that.. Very not willing for them to go.. I guess most of us will be imagining how things will be like next year.. The image we're forming in our minds is not very positive.. I know if these friends could stay, it wld definitely have been easier to get through the year no matter what. But it juz cannot be helped..

Dang. I notice many times I've been blogging, I have a deflated mood. Today I went with my good friend to Orchard to walk about, and try to get a job as well. We tried Cineleisure and it seems that there's quite a high chance we will get hired. Yet, due to circumstances at home, I'm not able to.. That's always the case, I have never been able to do anything according to will without having to go through a whole lot of trouble first. And a lot of times, I dun get to do things according to my will at all larh.. It's so typical.. Being controlled, being tied down.. We are nagged at to grow up, but are we really allowed to? In my case, ok I accept there's a reason that this has to be so, but there's still that slight bitterness.. Becoz I dun feel it's my heartfelt duty to have to accept the many 'inconveniences' and remain cooped up.. What's so bad about this is that there's the feeling that you could be doing so much, but external forces are what's stopping you. This is how feelings of frustration come about.. The fact that it all could have been possible.. That is why, it is said that the phrase "It might have been" is one of the most heartbreaking phrases that can be spoken.. Well ok.. Nvm! spilled out all this so that this can remain here, and need not be thought of anymore.. Go off already lo~ Bye~

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'Life is always opening new and unexpected things to us. There is no monotony in living to him who walks even the quietest and tamest path with open and perceiving eyes. The monotony of life, if life is monotonous to you, is in you, not in the world.'

- Quote by Philip Brooks

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

/ 7:23 PM

Today did not turn out to be a real happy day for me too. Good friends are leaving the school, so the relief of having been promoted was shadowed over by a feeling of gloom becoz of that.. Very not willing for them to go.. I guess most of us will be imagining how things will be like next year.. The image we're forming in our minds is not very positive.. I know if these friends could stay, it wld definitely have been easier to get through the year no matter what. But it juz cannot be helped..

Dang. I notice many times I've been blogging, I have a deflated mood. Today I went with my good friend to Orchard to walk about, and try to get a job as well. We tried Cineleisure and it seems that there's quite a high chance we will get hired. Yet, due to circumstances at home, I'm not able to.. That's always the case, I have never been able to do anything according to will without having to go through a whole lot of trouble first. And a lot of times, I dun get to do things according to my will at all larh.. It's so typical.. Being controlled, being tied down.. We are nagged at to grow up, but are we really allowed to? In my case, ok I accept there's a reason that this has to be so, but there's still that slight bitterness.. Becoz I dun feel it's my heartfelt duty to have to accept the many 'inconveniences' and remain cooped up.. What's so bad about this is that there's the feeling that you could be doing so much, but external forces are what's stopping you. This is how feelings of frustration come about.. The fact that it all could have been possible.. That is why, it is said that the phrase "It might have been" is one of the most heartbreaking phrases that can be spoken.. Well ok.. Nvm! spilled out all this so that this can remain here, and need not be thought of anymore.. Go off already lo~ Bye~

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'Life is always opening new and unexpected things to us. There is no monotony in living to him who walks even the quietest and tamest path with open and perceiving eyes. The monotony of life, if life is monotonous to you, is in you, not in the world.'

- Quote by Philip Brooks